king of the asshole drunks i am. 2 beers on his head i threw.
more beer i did drink.
and fight i did get in.
it was the best time i have had since i learned to jerk off using either hand.
been too long since i have been in a fight.
been too long since i remembered how it should happen.
been too long since i remembered the feel of a nose breaking on my calloused knuckles.
been too long since i remembered how awesome it felt.

the way i see things is that we are all creatures of habit. i do this, you do that.
he does this, and they all do that.
i do something else, and it fucks the whole system up.

i love it. i love the power that i have over everything around me.
even though i realize that i am powerless to emotion, and the strain it gives me and those around me.
i finally found my boyz again. i finally found the skins again…..
i finally remember where i came from,
i finally remember what i am, and what i will always be
blue-collar worker, skin 4 life, perl geek….

i found my way again. and it makes me feel good to know that i belong here.
makes me feel good to know that i am accepted for what i am from my brothers and sisters.