Crap.

Have you ever felt as though you were completely naked & everyone else around you was wearing the most ammount of clothing possible?

Or, has there ever been a time in your life when there was only one thing that could make you cry? Or, from a more positive view, I guess… Only one thing that could make you laugh?

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He’s done it again! I can’t believe it. You’d think the heart could only be broken so many times. Damn it for rebuilding itself!

How dare you!?

I curse you!!!!

I wish I could rip it out. It’s such a nuisance! ~sighs~ I need to get out of here. Please take me away!!!

I want Ryan to fix his bus.

Fix your damn bus!!!!!

…

“I’m sorry.”

“don’t be.. I’m not.”

…

I hate the fact that he evokes such strong feelings in me, & yet… I can’t seem to evoke those kind of feelings in him. ~sniff~