Breaking up is hard to do……….getting dumped just sucks
Breaking up with someone is a messy business but but being the dumpee instead of the dumper is decidedly worse. It’s like you’re heart is bleeding to death and instead of lying in a hospital getting highly technical medical treatment for your condition you’re packing stuff and separating your life from someone that you’ve seen everyday for so long they’re just a part of you. When you’re done you look at this car full of crap and think this is what i’m worth. your whole centre just crumbles and you feel like you’re stumbling around in the dark and someone knows exactly where the light switch is but they refuse to turn it on and just let you masacre your chins on the fucking coffee table. So you stumble around for the first day just in complete agony and then you start to think about that person and start to come up with reasons to hate them just so you can feel better about yourself because anger is so much easier to deal wih than heartbreak. But the reasons you find don’t hold their weight in water and then you go to sleep and think last night i was with them and everything was right with my world. You wake up hoping it was all this terribe dream and roll over to cuddle them and realize that their not there and never will be again. so you realize that you’ll have to paw through this muck waiting for a downpour of rain that will wash your misery away and know that it will be months before it does. So i sit in this desert with no water to wash away these tears hoping that someday soon you’ll have more than the cacti to keep you company……….alll i can think about is picturing those keys i left on the table and the door slamming behind me knowing that i won’t ever be able to access that place or that person ever again. Life sucks today
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holy crap you posted!!
ANND used the plural of catus!!!!
you get 50 points!!!
By dybbuk on 07.31.03 3:56 am
soooo sorry about using the word crap…I was dumb and I shouldn’t have done it…I’m sorry….BOO HOO…WHY GOD WHY DID I swear!!
By dybbuk on 08.12.03 12:02 pm
LOL someone’s in a strange mood why didn’t you just go for it and say shit!
By Liz on 08.14.03 11:38 am
that wasn’t me!!!!
WTF! like I’d apologize!
must be boo!
By dybbuk on 08.15.03 5:52 am
i tell ya—
being dumped/dumping someone is no big deal to me.
the reason is that we all move on to something that better suits us.
and besides—the last word is all that matters .
like "whatever—you have a small cock anyways" .
or m favorite:
"you think i suck in bed? ask your (friend/brother/etc.) they think i rule" smell ya later chummmmmp"
and good luck with the separation—i know it’s tough but you’ve got friends here
By Jesse on 08.17.03 5:05 am
it WAS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH MAN…..
I should have guessed.
By dybbuk on 08.17.03 6:11 am
Breaking up sucks and as much as I hate to say it, some times theres always an attraction to the person. You just have to move on and forget.
By Brad on 09.01.03 9:50 pm
The shit always stinks when its fresh, but it will crumble away .
time always heals ya da ya da.
But this will only make you stronger and a little more wise
Good luck
By horus 75 on 11.17.03 6:31 pm
I think i must own him sth big in the past life.. when my job is done and the time is out. then it’ s time for him to kick me out. sounds cruel but that’s true and that’s why i gotta go
By tigerdeedee on 07.22.04 5:08 am
My boyfriend just broke up with me and your post is exactly what I am feeling like. I miss him and want to call him and he doesn’t want anything to do with me. Who is Sara without Steven?
By Sara on 10.28.04 2:59 pm
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