i am so pumped up right now i could crap my pants.
i saw one of the MEN that helped to shape my life, and as always, we were up to our old shenanigans.
fekkin awesome.

i’ve never felt more alive, even knowing the loss i have accrued, this was the one thing that made it all worth it.
mike–you are a real man….never let me down brother, and i will never let you down either.

on another note—i got closer to something i have been wanting for a long time now.
i don’t want to run too quickly, so i a being “respectful” and “taking it slow”.
i hope it’s worth it.
speaking of running–i was reading the local college invitational track meet times—-a paltry 50.43 won the 400 meters.
tomorrow i am going to the coach of the nearby college and telling him to look at my high school scores, and tell him how he could have been part of a winning team for once (i ran high 40’s in hi sckool).
shoulda been recruited, but here i am–laughing at all these slow losers that think they are all that for placing third in a meet.
suckers—where i am from, 3rd is the worst loser–not good enuf to win, and not bad enuff to lose.
just mediocre.

many things plaguing my mind right now…mainly this object of my desire.
and a desire to care about spelling and grammar.
and also a desire to organize my thoughts–so many things right now i cannot describe……think i will rape you all with coherence, judgement, and a rabbit punch to your senses real soon….